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Post by victor on Dec 24, 2007 18:54:52 GMT 7
Will do! I'll get the final version of the poster done after Christmas, since I'll be away on Christmas Day. Good luck with your performance this Friday!
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Post by iz on Dec 29, 2007 1:59:10 GMT 7
Hi all.
I just got back from Shah Alam, Sri Pentas 2. I am sure like all of you out there, I too thought I did really badly for the performance tonight. I was not satisfied at all. I am pretty upset actually. I did fine during the rehearsals, nobody questioned my song choice, and that song suits my voice BUT my performance didn’t go as planned. There were so many things that were happening during the show, which left my mind unfocused before my performance. Never have I thought I would be so carried away with my emotions and I was not able to control it. As you guys know, Roni & Rina has already being voted out. I felt really sad for them (I know, I know, it is normal to be sad especially in shows like this where it is so full of drama). Tapi, kitorang semua banyak spend masa sama-sama, so bila Roni diumumkan keluar dulu, I rasa sedih. Everybody was sad actually. I tengah tahan menangis sebab I tak nak hilang focus. Memang sebak la jugak sebab kitorang semua memang spend masa 24 jam kat hotel yang sama, buat aktiviti pun sama-sama. The rest of the top 12 and I hugged Roni backstage. Masa ni semua org bertambah sedih. Bila Marion/ Awal umumkan yang Rina pun terkeluar jugak, and masa dia nyanyi lagu ‘Hurt’ tu semua org lagi la menangis lagi dan lagi. OMG. I masa tu duduk senyap jer. Tapi inside I memang sedih sangat because I know I will miss them. I know ini adalah competition dan I tak sepatutnya let drama air mata ni get in my way to give a good performance. I was unable to control it.
So kisahnya, masa tengah nyanyi lagu Idol I tu, I tengah sedih sebenarnya. I tak pandai nak control perasaan. Terbawak-bawak masa performance. Akibatnya sebab tak focus, I lupa lirik, I lupa tempo, I lupa apa nak buat, I tak menyanyi dengan bebetul, and masa tengah nyanyi tu, I tak sedar langsung apa yang I buat but I tahu I sedang membuat persembahan yang teruk. Kalau nak compare ngan masa I nyanyi lagu ‘TIME” tu memang jauh beza nya. Tapi I tak salahkan sesiapa, hanya diri sendiri sebab tak pandai kontrol emosi. I tahu I boleh menyanyi. Kalau tak takkan Paul Moss & Syafinaz pilih I untuk masuk competition ni. Masa I baru habis nyanyi tadi I know I did very badly. Macam orang yang baru nak belajar nyanyi pulak. I pun tak tahu kenapa. I think next time I have to know macam mana nak control diri bila nak perform and kena focus lebih lagi. I tak salah kan kesedihan sebagai penghalang untuk I nyanyi dengan baik. I think I kene belajar dari kesilapan ni, and improve. I am ready to move on and I am looking forward to the next performance! I nak buat lagi bagus! i want to do a better one... I need to redeem myself. I know mesti lepas ni banyak komen teruk-teruk kat YouTube ke pasal my performance tonight, or kat mana-mana ke… But it's OK. I tahu & sedar, memang I tak perform seperti yang diharapkan. So wish me luck for the next performance OK, and hopefully I will get to do what I want to do on the next round.
Ini semua pengalaman yang perlu I belajar dan belajar lagi. Again, terima kasih pada semua for your support, constructive comments, kata-kata semangat and please do vote for me if you all do believe in my talent and my singing ability.
VOTE YES IZ to 33399 and 33838 Goodnight & terima kasih sekali lagi! IZ
p/s: Esok ada roadshow kat Selayang Mall from 3 to 5pm. Kene tido awal.
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